Sinead O’Connor in hospital a few days after his son’s death

“I am lost without my son and I hate myself”

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Sinead O’Connor was hospitalized just days after her 17-year-old son was found dead.

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The 55-year-old singer admitted feeling “lost” without her boyfriend, Shane O’Connor, who died last week, and “hating” herself, but hopes to get help in the hospital.

He wrote on Twitter: “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I’m with the cops now on their way to the hospital. I’m sorry I upset everyone. I am lost without my son and I hate myself. The hospital will help a little. But I’ll find Shane. This is just a delay (sic) “

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Her tweet came after she posted a barrage of messages, claiming she “doesn’t deserve to live” and blaming herself for her son’s death.

He wrote: “I’m a piece of shit. I don’t deserve to live and everyone who knows me will be better off without me. I’m sorry for all the harm I’ve caused.

“I’ve been alone for the past three days. Because I’m shit. And rightly so, no one wants to know me. I upset Shane’s dad because I tweeted about the funeral. I’m so at ***. I’m sorry Donal. I am alone. Twitter is for lonely people. Monsters like me get terribly lonely.

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“It’s nobody’s fault, but mine. Shane’s death is no one’s fault, but mine. Mine is no one’s fault but mine. I don’t want to be in a world without my Shane and my other children. I don’t deserve to live. It’s my fault. No one else.

“I was screwed from the day I was born. It is not the fault of my parents, my family or my children. It’s mine. God has wronged me. So I’m going back and finding the. The only person on this earth who has ever truly loved me. (sic) “

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Last weekend, O’Connor – who changed his name to Shuhada ‘Davitt in 2018 – revealed that he formally identified Shane’s body.

She wrote on social media: “I have now formally identified the remains of my son, Shane. May God forgive the Irish state because I never will. (sic) “

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The day before, the “Nothing Compares 2 U” hitmaker took to Twitter to reveal that her son had been found dead.

She tweeted: “My beautiful son, Nevi’im Nesta Ali Shane O’Connor, the true light of my life, has decided to end his earthly struggle today and is now with God. Rest in peace and no one follows his. example. My baby. I love you so much. Please be in peace. (sic) “

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Shane was missing and the Irish police had previously admitted that they were concerned about his well-being.

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